Just a preface, I share a lot of personal woman information on this one. You have been warned.
Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me, but I am convinced I have accomplished
pregnancy this month. I have about 10-12 days before I’ll know for sure, but my
boobs are KILLING me, and they feel really heavy and seem bigger than normal. I
had- I think (it’s the only explanation I can think of)- what’s called implantation bleeding,
mostly because it’s too early to even have an early period. I have had to pee
way more often than normal, which COULD be explained by my increased water
drinking…but I have been extremely thirsty lately and just really can’t get
enough water. I am tired all the time, no matter how much I sleep. My lower
abdomen feels strange…like something is tugging lightly on my insides.
Overall, I just can tell something is different. Granted, I could be imagining
all of this. It’s possible that I miscalculated my cycle and things are just
starting a little early. There’s also a chance that I am not crazy, and I
really am pregnant. For a couple more weeks, I just won’t know. I am trying
not to let myself believe it. I keep reminding myself that it hasn’t happened
in 11 months and it may not happen now. I’ll continue to hope that it does, and
keep you posted if/ when I find out. Keep us in your prayers!
Author's Note: Originally Published April 2, 2007