Signs and Signals

Just a preface, I share a lot of personal woman information on this one. You have been warned.

Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me, but I am convinced I have accomplished pregnancy this month. I have about 10-12 days before I’ll know for sure, but my boobs are KILLING me, and they feel really heavy and seem bigger than normal. I had- I think (it’s the only explanation I can think of)- what’s called implantation bleeding, mostly because it’s too early to even have an early period. I have had to pee way more often than normal, which COULD be explained by my increased water drinking…but I have been extremely thirsty lately and just really can’t get enough water. I am tired all the time, no matter how much I sleep. My lower abdomen feels strange…like something is tugging lightly on my insides. Overall, I just can tell something is different. Granted, I could be imagining all of this. It’s possible that I miscalculated my cycle and things are just starting a little early. There’s also a chance that I am not crazy, and I really am pregnant. For a couple more weeks, I just won’t know. I am trying not to let myself believe it. I keep reminding myself that it hasn’t happened in 11 months and it may not happen now. I’ll continue to hope that it does, and keep you posted if/ when I find out. Keep us in your prayers!

Author's Note: Originally Published April 2, 2007

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